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[dontclick_boom]

this thought just occurred to me that i want things to go back ot normal, the easy way, but it's never been easy, i've always felt like shit, and i don't think i'm anywhere close to normal whatever that is. i don't know what the fuck is oging on in my head or in my heart right now, but i think i need something, i just odn't know what. i started at

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[lifesabch247]

babe.....all i can really say is thath u just described exactly how ive been feeling...it sux b/c like you said you hate everyone, you just wanna be alone, but being alone sux too....b/c all you do is think, think these crazy overwhelming thoughts...ive been battling within myself SOOO MUCH lately..... and i never quite knew wut words to describe it but you just did.... so all i can say is i know at least to an extent wut ur going thru but i dont know wut to say to make u feel better or to make it go away, b/c i know for me its sumthing nobody can help...its a battle within yourself.... but i love you, and i hope u understand alil more now of why ive been so distant....but i hope you have a better day today, shit i wish i had my fone, b/c i was out driving around last nite (or this morning) at the same time you were typing this.....

[dontclick_boom]

I barely remember what i wrote on that last night...i was just typing whatever came out of my fingertips. but yea...nothing makes any sense. i don't know if it's supposed to make sense