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[dontclick_boom]

well things i guess are looking a little bit better right now....i made $55 at sonic today. dayna is on her way over. i have no problem with her at all, but i kinda just wanted to sit around and not do anything tonight, but she called and was like "i'm gonna go get my paycheck and come over," and it's kinda hard for me to say no. and i feel bad

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[lifesabch247]

im glad work is working out for you.... but can i be honest? you left me a comment saying how u dont want to see me fuck up by doing drugs and shit... well, thats a big part of why i havent called to hang out with you, dont get me wrong i love you, but i kinda had to get myself out of the same old "lets get fucked up" routine and ive stayed away from ppl that have that mindset cuz if im around it all the time then its hard to pick myself back up ya know? and im not knocking you, b/c shit i love to be fucked up, we all know that, but i just cant be like that anymore, in order for me to excell in my career and skool i have got to pick myself up and not let myself fall again, and im the type of person that if i fall i dont wanna get back up b/c falling is really nice sumtimes, when u dont have a care in the world and youre biggest worry of the day is where ur gonna find shit to fuck you up..... so i dunno, ur a smart kid and i want u to get out of that hole too and i want to see you go back to skool, b/c u r the hardest worker i know and

[dontclick_boom]

thanks amber your awesome, and i really do miss you! i want to go to school too, but i just don't see the point when the only thing i want to do is pharmacy and i CAN'T cause of my damn drug charge. that really bothers me that i can't ever in my entire life do something i really want to! and it's all cause of drugs, so i would logically think that i should drop it right? but no, that's not what i'm doing. i feel like i'm stuck in a rut. but amber i'm really proud of you going to school and now working. your doing great! sometime when we both are off...we should figure out something to do. we'll go see a movie or something. well i'm fuckin exhausted so i'm going to sleep but call sometime ok??!?!?!

[lifesabch247]

i fuckin love you! can u and i go see a movie this week ALONE? ;) we can fuckin smoke a phattie before b/c im celebrating my new job and that i can finally fuckin smoke again! and i miss you sexy bitch! i miss ur fuckin lips! ;)

[lifesabch247]

ok is it safe to say that im fuckin HORNY as FUCK! lol ok, wut r u doin tomorrow nite (sunday) ur goin to the fuckin movies with me if u dont have anything else to do and we're sittin in the very back in the corner ok ? ;) IM FUCKIN SERIOUS! oh yaeh and we're smokin out before that

[dontclick_boom]

haha i love you! i miss how you always make me laugh!

[lifesabch247]

hey, im about to call u but conor wont freakin get off the fuckin computer... but i feel like SHIT! my kidneys are jumping out of my fuckin back, and im exhuasted, i know were supposed to hang out tonite, and i dont wanna bail, so i will call u when my mom leaves...im not gonna be able to go out or really do anything cuz im broke on top of feeling like shit.... so if u wanna stop bye u can "take a nap with me" for alil while if u want hehe i'll call u when she goes to work....

[dontclick_boom]

wow a 12 year old just called me lol....that sucks dude! yea i'll probably come over for a while. you wanna smoke? i have a little bit of really good shit now and a half ounce of regs on its way to me. i work the rest of this week, and i won't know when i work next week until saturday so i guess we will figure out a different time to go roll and clubbing then....call when you get a chance. i need to figure out where my weed is.

[lifesabch247]

fuck yes i'll smoke with u, DUH! im a fuckin stoner again lol i luv it! im such a happy person when i smoke weed all the time haha and we will DEF. have to figure out when we can go rolling, im sorry i fucked shit up tonite, but my kidney has been hurting lately, but today it like fuckin hit me! im scared, im SURE i have another kidney stone..all those fuckin drugs fuck it up... and i just feel like shit, damn old ppl got me sick lol

[dontclick_boom]

aww, poor baby. well alex and bethany are on their way over with my green, so soon after that, me and alex (if that's ok) will come over...i'm dragging him out to this bar i heard of in orlando tonight. and he's 22 which means i'm getting drunk...you should come if you feel like it.