i just watched ladder 49 with julia and lauren.... saaaaaaadest movie ever... i cried... there were actually tears in this one....

this school yr is crazy....work comin out of my ears... i need to buckle down on my schoolwork... i'm already slackin off... and i need to get organized... i lose everything... and mostly things for spanish?? lol... dumb ( Read more... )

this has been the best freakin weekend EVER!

Friday- my bday.... awesomeness..... i have the BEST friends in the world....
school was actually fun... and i was happy the whole day....
and my party was fun... and john came, and it made me smile...

Saturday- woke up and julia said she was comin over...
so i went with julia to get sammer... then to cute ( Read more... )

i need to learn how to say no....
"Emily, will you do this for me?" ...YES
"Emily, this is my responsibility, but will you take care of it?" ...YES
"Emily, i want this, this, this, and this... so will you get that for me?"...YES
"Emily, when are you going to finish with the thing i could have done myself?"
"Emily, you don't look like you have enuff ( Read more... )

Party....
My house...
Friday...
7PM...
My Bday...
Be there...

...Sometimes I just wonder what is going thru your head... I wonder if you care as much as I do.... I wonder if its ever going to be the same, or if I am just fooling myself...

I love my friends... i don't think that i could live without them... they make me smile... :o)

ohhh yeh, we won! how exciting is that.. first game in school history and we won 19-7!!! lol... i'm excited...

anywayz, lauren and kate came over and we hung out for a little bit and watched a couple skits from retreat... then we went and got icees then headed off to pick up julia and sammer from wildwood.... Sammer got in the trunk and we shut it ( Read more... )

alright... here we go...
   ~Wednesday~ Awesome... lol... history, didn't get like anything done, but i now know that Lester is a really cool kid... and in Adv math, no seniors, so that was awesome, just me daniel and randa... in band, we really didn't do a whole lot of anything... nate, stephen, andrew, and smolin were practicin while we were ( Read more... )

sometimes life seems to be falling apart.... then you have a day like today and it all gets better...

how can you be so happy, yet so sad at the same time....

i have some of the best friends anyone could ever have... both new and old friends, they're awesome...
i'm gettin to know "the guys" better... which i love and makes me happy...
i am alwayz laughing at school...i love the people that just keep me smiling...
i am doing good in all my classes... so ( Read more... )

today wasn't what i expected it to be...
woke up late
kate's cd didn't turn out
forgot lauren's stuff
couldn't concentrate in history
didn't get what i wanted to get done in math
almost fell asleep in band
lunch was weird, yet amusing
chemistry was ok, i guess... boring... yet productive and humorous
julia wasn't at school

but some good things were...
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people make mistakes and ruin their lives... and thats why i was scared... but i realized that i was just scared of losing the ones i love...  uh, i just don't know what to do... i think i waited too long... it might be too late... whatever... highschool isn't all that great... blah