I just watched Donnie Darco for the first time today, and i just can't believe I haven't seen it before. Here's the weird part. I wish I was him. Hmmm. Frank?

You know??? I have gotten close to him this past week, and he was revealing so much to me. Then he took an ax and shoved it in my face. Now I don't know what to do, and I can't find the damn string to sew my face back together. Luckily I have thanxgiving break (woo hoo) to think it over. The down-side to that is, I won;t have the friends near ( Read more... )

I dreamt that i was married to the girl I love, and it was great and not great. Great because I had an amazing dream, and not great because I had to wake up. Grrrr. Oh well, I have again reached a point of asking God what he wants to do with me at this time. I can only hope and pray that things will work out well.

Have you ever had those days where you feel really empty. i have them a lot, but today is different. Today I am ok with the fact that I feel empty. I'm not like "spiritually empty" or anything, but I feel empty in another sense. I can't quite figure out what it is. It might be a longing for a girl that I love, or something else. I am going to ( Read more... )

so I have a killer math test today. its over vector spaces and proofs and theorems about vector spaces. So I am pretty much stoked. Here is an example of stuff I have to do.

v1 = u1/||u1||

v2 = (u2 - v1)/||u2 - v1 ( Read more... )

I didn't realize the benefit of working stage crew until today. You don't have to work very hard at all, you get to hang out with cool drama people, and you don't have to get all nervous at a performance. I love it!

That is all I need to know to live well. God gave meaning to my life, and I do my best to embrace it.
So, today is going well, not because good things happened or I got a lot accomplished, but because I am a human, created by God, for His glory.

I am crushed. My ex and I broke up over 2 months ago, and I am now wondering if that was the right decision. IT seemed like good reasons. She wants to teach in Russia and I want to in America. I have just started wrestling with the question, "Is God using her to show me my life calling?" I used to just say no, and move on, but now that I have ( Read more... )

So I figured I would follow his example. I have relaxed all day. The setbacks of being an RA have caught up to me. I'm on duty all weekend, so I pretty much can't do anything. Oh well, I do get to rest today. Um, that pretty much covers it. Oh yeah, I went to the Grand Rapids Symphony yesterday and I saw them play pieces by Hayden- blah, Bach ( Read more... )

and Mondays always get me down. Luckily, it's Thursday. I am happy because a class got cancelled, but then again, I spent a lot of time yesterday getting ready for this class. The rain is almost like snow, and I like snow, so rain on!, I guess.