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[dontdropmyname]

and i laugh uncontrollably at how pathetic

and alone

i am at this moment.

fuck it. fuck everything. fuck friendship, fuck love, fuck trust. time to turn my life into an -ism because that's all i deserve. disappearance? maybe. fuck. fuck..........

the lonliness becomes too much at certain points.
i am alone. forever. what a sick

Comments

[pahlekwow]

goddamn kevin, hit me up.

[dontdropmyname]

i can't. my phone died. i have no phone numbers anymore.

i have nothning. ever again.

[pahlekwow]

you have an invite to my birthday dinner next tuesday. communicate with me through this bitch if you need to. if you're not there, i'll take it personally.

Cheer up <3

[love_eludes_me]

Re: Cheer up <3

[love_eludes_me]

yeah too bad that fucking gif didnt load correctly.

the message was...you're awesome.

ha. i'm a dork.

Re: Cheer up <3

[dontdropmyname]

if by 'awesome' you mean 'about ready to fail your soc314 miderm...' hahahaha

hang out with me. introduce me to your friends because i've lost all of mine.

Re: Cheer up <3

[love_eludes_me]

passing midterms is soooo overrated...fail like the rest of us...all the cool kids are doing it-i swear.

and yeah. we could definitely hang out if you wanted to. i wouldn't mind introducing you to my weird circle of friends - and not out of pity of you losing yours.

and on that note, i don't know what the situation is, but i'm sure it will pass. if you'd ever like to talk about it, i'm easy to find.

[hotassgirl]

come to cleveland. you have a friend here.
ill cheer you up.

=]

[radioactive_toy]

Your journal fascinates me for some reason. (I've strolled here via nakedtreefaery's journal). I usually peek at it every now and then. And this entry sounds like some of the things I have recently written myself although I think mine was more along the lines of "I don't believe in romance. I don't believe in The One. And I certainly don't believe in love. That's the stuff of faerytales."

I think you said it better though =P

I also think you are a lot braver than I am as I hide most of my emotional shit behind barriers so you won't find to many openly emotional tirades on my public postings =)

P.S:

[radioactive_toy]

I hope you don't mind.... I added you to my list =)