I've decided i need the outlet again. It's been brought to my attention, yet again that all i really do is burden people, so i'll just vent and cry and scream in here ( Read more... )

Look at me, I'm Sandra Dee

RIP

I was looking for some music on my computer that i couldn't find ( Read more... )

Good morning everybody ( Read more... )

I wanted to get a scale from Wal-Mart 'cause my mom threw mine out from home. I found a really cheap one that would tie me over until i could afford a good one. I almost had it in the cart but.. i got scared. See... i know i look good now. and i feel like i've lost a lot of weight. But... what if the scale doesn't show that? I don't know if i ( Read more... )

What do you say when everything's said ( Read more... )

Things have been extremely...weird lately ( Read more... )

i'm not happy by any means. I'm really trying to stay positive and not think so negatively about everything, but i can't ( Read more... )

So I was all ready last night to make this wonderful post about how much i was looking forward to Dan's christmas gift and how i've never experienced anything so special or great. My head was hurting so badly though that i skipped the update and stayed in a black room for a long time ( Read more... )

Well... Last night was pretty horrible. Aside from the killer headache, there was disturbing dreams. I had one on Monday night too, but only one and it was before Dan was asleep. So i just pulled him as close as i could and went back to sleep. I don't think he even noticed there was anything wrong ( Read more... )