read someone elses livejournal to find out what happened. im in deep shit.

big show tonite. wish me luck...

i'm doing better now i guess. so we'll see what happens from here. in other news, my car broke down yesterday and it's going to be over a thousand dollars to fix it. the distributor broke. i love my life. we're going in the studio today to master the demo. so it will be available to the public at the katrina relief show tomorrow.

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I wish things would go back to the way they were before. I got a nosebleed twice today and threw up. I'm kind of stressed out in case you can't tell. Is it worth it? I don't deserve this. I don't ever remember doing anything wrong. Correct me if I'm mistaken.

i just don't get it. i don't get how i can put everything i have into something, put my entire self out to be crushed, try my best, be the perfect boyfriend, take risks, hold doors, hold hands, fall asleep next to her... and all i get in return is pain. all i get is venom. all i have is one request, and you know what it is. after that i can go back ( Read more... )

just thought i'd let you know. except for nicole.

sometimes in life, you make a mistake and there are no second chances. theres no going back to how it was. there is no forgetting about it. but sometimes there is. jason, you were right last time. you better be right this time. new songtitle: It's Hard to be Psychic When No One Listens to You.

why did i get a livejournal? i certainly dont have time to update it every day...