i want to change the world, instead i sleep.

(i'm still breathing.)

So, I got accepted to Northern Michigan University, Where my sister goes...

"you are devastatingly beautiful..."
"i'm in love with someone who lives in another state."
♥

it's so different when you hear
yourself say it out loud.*

God,
Please help me understand.

♥

we will miss you, Dariusz.

summer came & went ( Read more... )

i'm lonely.

why can't i find a boy
who will give me butterflies?

find himmmmm
&send him to me!

thanks
♥

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

i miss you times the world.
i think about you every other second of everyday.
i wanna see you.
you are always in my dreams.
i will never get over this.i cannot wait to see you again ( Read more... )

well, hey...

-i dyed my hair
((guess what color))

-i am 21 now
((it's weirrrdd))

-school is going well.

-this school in tennessee
wants to give me a full ride
for volleyball in the fall.

-i am finding more & more
singing opportunities.
it's lovelyyy.

missyouall.

♥

Tristan and I are watching Grosse Pointe Blank. I am going to go home after this, work out, shower, coach a volleyball practice & then go to alumni club and get wasted because it is 50 cent drinks. it can't get any better than that.

that's all for now.
aaabyebye!! <3

this is what i want:

our eyes meet across the room, all that's in focus is me and him, the room goes silent. we start talking. we can't keep our eyes off of each other. at the end of the night, either one of us pushes the other up against the wall and kisses the hell out of them.

that will never happen.
i need to stop living
in
dream
land.