I love the feeling I get watching two people who truely care about or love each other. And as much as it hurts, I seem to savor the dull aching that I get when I am hopelessly in love with one of them and I can't have them without tearing their world apart.
It began with a touch, a want for something more than the friendly hugs and hellos. So a chance was taken. Two actually
And consequently it took two paths:
One put us back a year.
One did something else that only makes me smile when I think about it. But it also makes me scared. A lot.
At drama Jordy and I are trying to set up two adorable kids (they're 12 and 14 i think, but the twelve year old acts like she's 15) who are playing parts opposite each other. They would make the cutest middle/high school couple. It makes me giggly and giddy lots. (They like each other too, which helps.)