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as of right now, i'm really emotional right now- i'm crying, i'm all confused. I'm scared.. it's so HARD I just want this to be over. Nobody knows how I feel, I am screaming for help but nobody's paying attention to me. It's really hard with all of those stress I'm having right now. Today will be a TOUGH day for me.. I just KNOW it.. I just want it to be over so that I can come home and hide from everybody. That's how bad it is.
There is nothing more that I can say right now. Just that I'm under so much stress and I'm actually crying @ 6 am, I just want this to STOP.
To whoever people out there who are happy, you're really lucky. I know I'm not happy. I'm just really wandering around being lost.
I'm going to stop for now.