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Yesterday was the day that I didn't want to go through- but I had to... and I made it...
Yesterday I found out that I was being laid off- they had to tell me the truth anyway because there were a lot of holes in their story and everything that has been going on around there... I had a dream couple of months ago before I made my descion about moving to Texas. I saw myself in a different place, more happier, with a family, etc etc. But the difference is- it wasn't in Vermont, where I want to grow old.
They never "told" me that I was being laid off... but I found out through people who I work with. Thank god for their big heart to tell me the truth even though it really hurts to know it's true. When I turned my letter of resign. My boss actually said "It's a good descion that you're making, that you are moving away" That statement have been in back of my head for couple of months... Now I found out why... I'm being laid off... But they are saying to me that it's not the final descion. How can they say "your postion will be offically closed once you move" Umm that's being "laid off" thank you-
It hurts.. It does.
Maybe it's fate for me to move to Texas and start a fresh life down there while it's really bad up here.
To Vermont Peeps on this LJ- don't even bother making rumors about me being laid off. don't want to make it worse then it is right now. just keep your mouth/hands shut please. and respect my descion. I've been here since I was 12... worked 3-4 jobs- always end up in the hospital because i work too much. and i get this... okay.....
I'm glad today's friday so that I can go to the apartment and pack. I think I'm going to enjoy packing today for once.