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Today was the Strolling of the Helifer Parade today---- A Cow parade, it was really fun. Austine was in it, so Wes and I walked with couple of staffs and kids. It was really nice to see tons tons tons of people out there all happy and everything. It was soo much fun. We had a great weather, 80 degrees and everything. Just perfect! :)
Then we went to a friend's for BBQ all day- it was sooo MUCH fun... Cooked tons of food, catching up with peeps.. Wes and I bought our dog, Pooh along with everybody. It was really nice. Then The boys decided that they were going to disc golfing, so I just decided to stay behind and stay with Rebby, a close friend of mine... To catch up and we watched a movie "A Good Company" It's really GOOD movie, but at the ending... UMMMM ??? Overall it was good.
Then the boys finally came, Wes suprised me with a Oreo Milkshake, which I LOVE....... Then for some reason, I came back to the apartment with friends, getting ready to watch a movie... I just broke down crying, for no reason. I was really trying to hold it in. But I just couldn't... When Wes saw me crying and he just knew that something was up. 5 of my friends, few of them close friends were shocked to see me crying for no reason even though we were just laughing about our memories from the parade. But instead, I was crying... I told Wes that I'm really scared to move.... and I will not see my close friends that much like I want to. I just kept on crying, crying, in front of everybody. I just hate the idea that I'm moving so FAR away from everybody who I known for 13 years. Rebby, is one of them... I know I WILL miss her SO much. I just love her like sister. It's like when I just walk into town, I know I will see her. Sometime we fill in eachother's gossips and everything... Gosh, I will miss her so much. I know I will be on pager all the time just to talk to her. I know I will. I will miss everybody here, including my parents and sister who I deeply love.
Sigh, this really bites.
Fuck the world.