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he longs to see
he longs to hear
there is distance
its hard for her to speak
banished from her
and everything else he knew
driven to a realem
of new figures
slience breaks
his sound of watery regrets

i fucked up
again
today
the voices
travel
transformin
into a whisper
negativity falls
upon my head
and i can't look up
i am not worthy
to see your face

can i live
in this world without you
do you know a way

he trys to builds
those castles of sand
just like those around him
the sand just falls
through his fingers
when he pats down
the sand seems to run away
the can't play like everyone else
cause his missin
the tools of his own

oh yea i forgot to say what jen told me when we were joggin last night. she was sayin vay wants to give me head and that melissa and jen would kiss if that happend i'm thinkin thats not a fair trade. i would rather kiss melissa instead of seein them to kiss. just the thought of them kissin doesn't do anythin for me. jen said melissa wants to use me ( Read more... )

ok i got the comp back after lettin my friend reformat my comp and savin everthin in my documents yay. but everyone on my buddy list was gone oh no so i had to put everyone in its a good thing i used dead aim and it saved all my convos yay so i just added everyone i had a convo with. that was sunday night. so anyways on lets go back a couple nights ( Read more... )

repressed are we? am i being told i'm gay? again....

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'45%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself 65.1%Shamelessness90.5%
Has yet to see self in mirror 79.4% Sex Drive 71.1%
A fool for love, but not always77.8%Straightness19.6%
Knows the other body type like a map 44.9% ( Read more... )

ok well the comp has been down for a week so i couldn't do anythin but now i got it to be able to get online but its still messed up it keeps shuttin down on me. ok well anyways i was with a girl for awhile she was really cool but we broke up cause i don't know how to show any emotion. well friday night me and a friend were planin to go to fresno ( Read more... )

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stolen from lisa yes thats right i stole it