I can't believe it....but I'm finally coming home...I really don't know how i feel about it. I don't want to leave at all, but at the same time I really can't wait to see my family. ohhhh germany...you have stolen my heart. I hate you ( Read more... )

since i've updated. and it's not gonna be long either...I just get the feeling. first of all ( Read more... )

Hey. has been quite the while eh? I'm always gonna be bad at journals I decided. but I think I'll be able to live with that. 5 months til I come home folks, get prepared, get prepared. I cannot believe the time is going/has gone so fast. insanity. sometimes It feels like I've been here for ten years, and others, it seems like a year is the shortest ( Read more... )

I am a happy camper ( Read more... )

just wanted to say it is officially ( Read more... )

anyone else watching heroes?? one of my friends downloads it and i've been able to keep up....does anyone else's life get swallowed up by it? cause mine does. good show good show ( Read more... )

I hate writing journal entries. I've finally realized this. by the time I'm finished I definitely don't...it feels good to get something out and be able to physically see your voiced experiences/opinions--even though they're your own its easier to understand yourself when you see it. I think I hate them because I don't ever think I can accurately ( Read more... )

alright SO. ten days since my last depressing update, don't worry this one is better hopefully. I went to go visit maya last weekend in her little town of Erfurt. I love it. It is in former east germany AHHHH haha jk...it's realllly pretty, it's got one of the only bridges left in the world that has shops on the side of it...built in over the ( Read more... )

are weird. when you are sitting in your room alone with your brain, sometimes you go insane. I did today. I dunno I woke up late, and just started doing the "lets get emo and think about what you're doing with your life". It just bothers me when I still get into these moods because I thought (naivly) that it would go away once I got to Germany. ( Read more... )

I guess I'm just really the shittiest person ever at updating this thing. alright so basically I just moved away from cologne, all the people I know there and basically all my english friends! basically no more english (except for my roommate and his friends want to speak english with me...I told them I prefer deutsch though). I am now a resident ( Read more... )