Comments | dontxdenyxit: life's like an hourglass glued to the table.

dontxdenyxit

life's like an hourglass glued to the table.

Jun 08, 2005 09:36

For the past nearly forever I should just drop off the face of the earth. I have played and conquered all four of my mario games in such a short time. I never felt so... successful. The funny thing is, I have that feeling from a stupid video game. I'm about to graduate, two weeks until, in fact. I don't feel proud. excited. successful. really, i ( Read more... )

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lumpofeels June 9 2005, 04:34:30 UTC

you've thrown your life away. and it's no ones fault but your own. pick yourself up find a real friend and move onto a place where you can look forward.

dontxdenyxit June 9 2005, 15:33:09 UTC

shut up. sincerely. you have no right to point out who is a real friend and who isn't. you don't know these people. these people are buying me my groceries and helping me pay my bills because i'm too fucking broke to afford it. i am looking forward. it's just a matter of knowing what i actually want to do with my life. your issue is that you can't handle me being happier with someone then when i was with you. and your little thing about him giving me a false sense of security just because i was in a time of need... how do you explain you? that was honestly the time when i needed someone to lean on as well. so i guess in your view, judged by the way you view him, you were a false sense of security. get a life and stop hanging onto something that has been gone for a long time. and i don't have your address. i need it to send your cd's back.

lumpofeels June 9 2005, 17:05:45 UTC

first of all i have moved on and have been for a while. i dont give a fuck who you claim your happy with. second of all i know what i was and what our relationship was i have known for a while. thirdly you have thrown your life away into a shit hole of an exsistance all based around this. my address is 162 ogunquit rd cape neddick me 03902 and i highly doubt happiness is the emotion. at one point you wanted to live for you but youve completely given up on that dream havent you. youve become a complete fraud and you damn well know it deep down inside. and dont forget my fuckin sweatshirt. the only reason i keep conversing is because its been over a month since i asked for my shit. and a good 4 since i asked for my sweatshirt. some of us have moved on and are trying to express new things and get new projects off the ground for our future. that thing youve completely forgotten about in your lust and undying need for a companion. you cant go a week without one. im pitying isaias. dont punish the people around you because you grew up ( ... )

timmykroy June 9 2005, 21:17:55 UTC

i know that feeling of a lack of accomplishment. 12 years and for what? a slip of paper that says your competant. it doesnt really seem like it was worth it all along. doubt it ever will. The idea of "graduating" almost seems abstract. just a relief to leave the school and go on to bigger and better things.

hate the town, love a few people, know that one too. the way its always been.

skylazaria June 10 2005, 14:37:47 UTC

Hate the town. Hate most of the people. Love the area. But you gotta realize that a lot of this isn't your fault, Lucy. Some is, of course, but you're trying to help yourself. You work an assload of hours and you go to school full time to boot. For that I admire you. But you and I know that you cannot extract money out of your parents to go to college if they aren't going to help out. They're the ones who are supposed to be paying your way, but that doesn't seem to be going to happen anyways especially since you're not living with your mother anymore ( ... )