i like to look at pictures of other people. ugly people. just so i can feel better about myself. is that wrong? some will say yes. others will say no.

i am going to marry a guy who isn't white.

i am going to the movies tonight. with isaias.

status: unknown.
and what makes me really fucking sad is that i had a dream last night that i saw jon. ( Read more... )

today was just wierd. wierd i say ( Read more... )

The writing between us is beautiful. Some of it is sad. But all of it is always useful and always funny. Even the angry, ankle-biting bits. It would be a shame to lose it all in some fit of rationale. One day you may be glad we chose to keep these letters. They do a better job of telling what was going on in our lives than any songs or photographs ( Read more... )

what started as a joke might end up not being a joke anymore.

yesterday, i spent a majority of my day at target even tho it was my day off. i got reamed out by rick for not calling to say that i wouldn't be in yesterday. i told him that i may come in. not that i would. i wasn't schedualed. besides, i don't need to be dragged by the hair for having ( Read more... )

Tonight in like twenty minutes i will be picked up by isaias then go bowling. it's a cult type gathering among target team members. ahaha. but yeah ( Read more... )

today:
vienna
metro.
dc
rain.
umbrellas.
museum.
imax.
zoo.
herndon
american cafe.
robots.
bowling tomorrow night.

today was the best day ever.
"yeah. so i attract a bunch of homosexual guys for some reason."
"um. i'm not gay."

i was at work by 12.15 yesterday. and i left at like... 4.55 or whatever. the overnight team calls all the dayside people my fan club. and that the execs throw me around like a rag doll. because the answer they always hear is "I'LL DO IT!" from me. I've seen the best of both worlds. dayside and overnight. needless to say, i prefer overnight because ( Read more... )

I have literally been running non-stopped. Work. All the time. I don't have a problem with it... but my health does. I'm totally overdoing it.
i'm going to work right now. until eleven. oh joy. joy. joy!!!

tired. tired. tired.

i'm going to go die now because my body feels like it's going to do that.

work tonight was interesting and dull. and i do not like james and i wish he would walk off a cliff/bridge/building or grab a gun/knife/pogo stick and die ( Read more... )