[FIC] When Everything is Not Meant to be
Title: When Everything is Not Meant to Be
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Romance
Length: One Shot
Warning: Characters Death
"Hmm... What i should make for dinner this time?" JaeJoong stood in his kitchen and think in his deep thought when suddenly a pair of hands wrap around his waist from behind. JaeJoong soon realized YunHo was hugging him. "What are you thinking about..?" Whispered YunHo.
JaeJoong smiled and leaned to YunHo chest comfortably. "Just thinking about the dinner.." Hummed JaeJoong. He can feel YunHo nods his head on his shoulder. YunHo swayed their bodies slowly as if a sweetly melody tune can be heard just the two of them.
JaeJoong really enjoying his time with YunHo like this. A sweet action from YunHo can bring JaeJoong to the bliss. He closed his eyes, and still can feel YunHo's touch on his whole system. He's feeling so relaxed. When he tried to leaned even closer, suddenly he heard someone else voices in his ears. Loudly and clear. And it even more annoyingly to his blissful state.
So, he slowly opened his eyes and for the instance he found him self. Just him self. No fucking lovely YunHo. "Yun?" JaeJoong called YunHo's name, out from the kitchen and skimmed around his living room. Confused what happened to the situation, just now he can feel, hear, and talk to YunHo. But, where is he now? And what was that noises? Someone calling him from outside his balcony.
"Hyung! Why you taking so long?! Don't tell me you day dreaming again?" JunSu poked his head from the balcony window.
"Su.." YooChun warned JunSu, and JunSu just shut his mouth tightly after that.
Still confused and dazed, JaeJoong approached them and asked "Where's YunHo? and ChangMin? Why just you and JunSu here? I told you to invites them too right?"
"Hyung...." YooChun can't stand saw JaeJoong's condition like this anymore. He couldn't dare to explained to his Hyung over and over again. It has been three months. And JaeJoong still repeating his activities likes on that unfaithfully day.
The day when their leader and maknae supposed to come to JaeJoong's apartment to celebrating their band anniversary, It comes to their very darkness day for three of them. YunHo and ChangMin was gone now. Their plane got crashed. And just that. The entirely Korean and world got shocked from the news. They're gone.
Since then, JaeJoong seems refused to accepted the situation. He will wake up every morning just to called YooChun and JunSu to come to his apartment and since he can't phoned YunHo and ChangMin, he always make YooChun or JunSu to called them. For some reason, he never asked why HoMin's phones can't be reached. He just believed they will come.
Now, YooChun must explained again. He's getting tired. With JaeJoong's condition, they can't even do their promotion as JYJ. Manager has given they off for time being. Letting JaeJoong coped with own method and apparently it's getting sucks.
So YooChun and JaeJoong brought JaeJoong to the couch and tell their elder, that YunHo hyung and ChangMin was no longer alive.
Like everyday scenes, JaeJoong just said "Oh.. Yeah.. I know.. I just forgot..."
He smiled sadly and stood up "I think i'm too tired.. You guys can go home if you want. I'll be in my room.. Maybe taking a nap"
JaeJoong disappeared from YooChun and JunSu sight right away. Both of them just sat for a minutes. Feels so helpless with their Hyung.
JunSu look at YooChun and sigh "I think, i'm going to my apartment. Want some dinner with me?"
"Beer?" Asked YooChun. "Yeah.. Full stock just for you" JunSu rose from his seat and YooChun followed behind.
When they passed JaeJoong's bedroom, they paused for a while. Both of them think the same thing. Tomorrow... They will be struggling again with the whole same scene, but they will survive.. For their poor elder. And with hardly heart, they stomp their feet to the front door and shut the door.
JaeJoong can hear YooChun and JunSu already left. No, he wasn't cry. Not anymore. He knew all along. He knew his lover and ChangMin was gone. No longer with him. With them. Five.
But every morning when he wake up, he could feels YunHo's and ChangMin's presences. He knew he deceive his own mind. He couldn't help it. He's just missed both so fucking much.
"Just bear with me for a while my dongsaengs.. I will moves on.. I will.. But not now.." Not when he can still hear, feel, and smell YunHo's.
"Not now...." JaeJoong muttered softly while hugging his lover's Bambi and fell asleep hoping he will meet with YunHo and ChangMin again in his dream.
NA: My first time write angst story and yeah i'd rather angst story 'character death' rather than about 'cheating each other'. My YunJae's heart can't take it. My YunJae's will always sticks together and NO one will destroy their love. LOL! Oh yeah, for HoMin's fans, don't mad at meeee............... >__< *i'm sorry*
To my best friend who will always listens and enjoying my rambling about YunJae all the time pucopikachu
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Romance
Length: One Shot
Warning: Characters Death
"Hmm... What i should make for dinner this time?" JaeJoong stood in his kitchen and think in his deep thought when suddenly a pair of hands wrap around his waist from behind. JaeJoong soon realized YunHo was hugging him. "What are you thinking about..?" Whispered YunHo.
JaeJoong smiled and leaned to YunHo chest comfortably. "Just thinking about the dinner.." Hummed JaeJoong. He can feel YunHo nods his head on his shoulder. YunHo swayed their bodies slowly as if a sweetly melody tune can be heard just the two of them.
JaeJoong really enjoying his time with YunHo like this. A sweet action from YunHo can bring JaeJoong to the bliss. He closed his eyes, and still can feel YunHo's touch on his whole system. He's feeling so relaxed. When he tried to leaned even closer, suddenly he heard someone else voices in his ears. Loudly and clear. And it even more annoyingly to his blissful state.
So, he slowly opened his eyes and for the instance he found him self. Just him self. No fucking lovely YunHo. "Yun?" JaeJoong called YunHo's name, out from the kitchen and skimmed around his living room. Confused what happened to the situation, just now he can feel, hear, and talk to YunHo. But, where is he now? And what was that noises? Someone calling him from outside his balcony.
"Hyung! Why you taking so long?! Don't tell me you day dreaming again?" JunSu poked his head from the balcony window.
"Su.." YooChun warned JunSu, and JunSu just shut his mouth tightly after that.
Still confused and dazed, JaeJoong approached them and asked "Where's YunHo? and ChangMin? Why just you and JunSu here? I told you to invites them too right?"
"Hyung...." YooChun can't stand saw JaeJoong's condition like this anymore. He couldn't dare to explained to his Hyung over and over again. It has been three months. And JaeJoong still repeating his activities likes on that unfaithfully day.
The day when their leader and maknae supposed to come to JaeJoong's apartment to celebrating their band anniversary, It comes to their very darkness day for three of them. YunHo and ChangMin was gone now. Their plane got crashed. And just that. The entirely Korean and world got shocked from the news. They're gone.
Since then, JaeJoong seems refused to accepted the situation. He will wake up every morning just to called YooChun and JunSu to come to his apartment and since he can't phoned YunHo and ChangMin, he always make YooChun or JunSu to called them. For some reason, he never asked why HoMin's phones can't be reached. He just believed they will come.
Now, YooChun must explained again. He's getting tired. With JaeJoong's condition, they can't even do their promotion as JYJ. Manager has given they off for time being. Letting JaeJoong coped with own method and apparently it's getting sucks.
So YooChun and JaeJoong brought JaeJoong to the couch and tell their elder, that YunHo hyung and ChangMin was no longer alive.
Like everyday scenes, JaeJoong just said "Oh.. Yeah.. I know.. I just forgot..."
He smiled sadly and stood up "I think i'm too tired.. You guys can go home if you want. I'll be in my room.. Maybe taking a nap"
JaeJoong disappeared from YooChun and JunSu sight right away. Both of them just sat for a minutes. Feels so helpless with their Hyung.
JunSu look at YooChun and sigh "I think, i'm going to my apartment. Want some dinner with me?"
"Beer?" Asked YooChun. "Yeah.. Full stock just for you" JunSu rose from his seat and YooChun followed behind.
When they passed JaeJoong's bedroom, they paused for a while. Both of them think the same thing. Tomorrow... They will be struggling again with the whole same scene, but they will survive.. For their poor elder. And with hardly heart, they stomp their feet to the front door and shut the door.
JaeJoong can hear YooChun and JunSu already left. No, he wasn't cry. Not anymore. He knew all along. He knew his lover and ChangMin was gone. No longer with him. With them. Five.
But every morning when he wake up, he could feels YunHo's and ChangMin's presences. He knew he deceive his own mind. He couldn't help it. He's just missed both so fucking much.
"Just bear with me for a while my dongsaengs.. I will moves on.. I will.. But not now.." Not when he can still hear, feel, and smell YunHo's.
"Not now...." JaeJoong muttered softly while hugging his lover's Bambi and fell asleep hoping he will meet with YunHo and ChangMin again in his dream.
NA: My first time write angst story and yeah i'd rather angst story 'character death' rather than about 'cheating each other'. My YunJae's heart can't take it. My YunJae's will always sticks together and NO one will destroy their love. LOL! Oh yeah, for HoMin's fans, don't mad at meeee............... >__< *i'm sorry*
To my best friend who will always listens and enjoying my rambling about YunJae all the time pucopikachu