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[doo]

a very disapointing season has finally come to an end. My banquet was as long as ever. I persevered though.. team awards blah blah blah.. lettermen winners.. gifts... ect ect.. I liked the slide show.. made me cry and remember when I was happy.. umm senior speeches laces.. yup.. definitely good that I wrote letters to everyone.. because I

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Dear Sunshine

[chomperlee18]

When ever someone has extreme pain.. where they feel it is unbearable.. they ask God why.. why me, why is it that I believe in you and I have gone through so much.. but yet I feel more pain then I should ever have to feel.. Why is it I believe in you and your son but I still feel great pain.. why is it that I don't have relief... I thought in hard times, you out of everyone would be able to give me the one thing I want.. happiness... but I feel more discomfort then most... why?? Okay... this is my take on it.. and what I truly believe... when someone hurts.. what is the one thing you want to do more then anything.. be with them to help them.. when you love them that is.. okay soo.. my take is that God isn't backing away, but he is holding on to you more then he has ever done before.. because he is afraid to lose your love... so instead of feeling alone, you feel him surround you, but since you have never felt it before at this altitude.. it hurts.. because he is afraid to lose you.. and soo you feel pain which is really love. The

Re: Dear Sunshine

[doo]

I started reading your post and I was like.. why does that seem so familar... oh yeah.. I wrote that.. although I'm not very wise.. thank you for the kind words but I am still myself everything else is just different.. I don't know... I'll take it in.. and just say thank you for right now.