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1. Vday is over and it's the worst vday ever.
It's none but the worst because before St Nicks came into my life, vday was just some random occassion I thought restaurants came up with to earn moolah. But losing the importance of vday all over again can only be worse): it was just piles of sweets, chocolates, roses, balloons and cards greeting your lovely valentine's day morning, accumalating as the day goes on, but it just makes your vday a whole lot uh.. sweeter. To be truthful, sweets are usually stashed somewhere in a corner of the fridge and thrown away after like half a year since i'm not really a great fan of sweet stuffs but still, really appreciate the thought deep downzzzzz. this year's just feels empty and even the wishes sound superficial.
2. Cny is boring and made worse with one hand stuck in the sling.
Visitations and reunion dinner feel like nothing but a mere obligation for the first time in my life. this is bad. the frantic screams of 'omg, what happened to your hand' and the need to explain how i got the fracture, how serious it is and when will it recover over and over again just annoys meeeeeeeee. Thanks for the concerns but still, gah. Maybe I should have heeded amanda's advice to write the cause of injury, course of recovery and all other needed details of my injury on an A1 paper and bring it around for visitations. helps alot more that way :/
So to sum it all up, cny seems to be just oranges, newyeargoodies, stoning and more stoning. There used to be a handful of poker games or mahjong to keep me occupied but with one hand, it's not very feasible and convenient): sighhhh
3. I NEED TO GO BACK TO STNICKS SOON. ):
though it's at some shit place now with no track, only a tiny cemented path, shabby classrooms in place of our old grilled ones, even more disgusting toilets in place of already disgusting ones last time. for krabspot, orangebowl. and both snsj and sjz1, i suddenly miss drills and juniors. and crashing of z1 activities soon, to see how fellow AN mates have evolveddddd. hahahha i asked how they changed and bervin: i have long hair now. how constructive.
p.s. ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS AND IM SO DISAPPOINTED IN THE 5 X-ES, SO SCREWEDDDD!
p.p.s. JIN'S HOUSE TOMORROW, BETTER BE GOOD. NEED TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF MY HOLIDAY BEFORE I GET BACK TO LECTURES AND TUTORIALS.
(I AM BORED)
It's none but the worst because before St Nicks came into my life, vday was just some random occassion I thought restaurants came up with to earn moolah. But losing the importance of vday all over again can only be worse): it was just piles of sweets, chocolates, roses, balloons and cards greeting your lovely valentine's day morning, accumalating as the day goes on, but it just makes your vday a whole lot uh.. sweeter. To be truthful, sweets are usually stashed somewhere in a corner of the fridge and thrown away after like half a year since i'm not really a great fan of sweet stuffs but still, really appreciate the thought deep downzzzzz. this year's just feels empty and even the wishes sound superficial.
2. Cny is boring and made worse with one hand stuck in the sling.
Visitations and reunion dinner feel like nothing but a mere obligation for the first time in my life. this is bad. the frantic screams of 'omg, what happened to your hand' and the need to explain how i got the fracture, how serious it is and when will it recover over and over again just annoys meeeeeeeee. Thanks for the concerns but still, gah. Maybe I should have heeded amanda's advice to write the cause of injury, course of recovery and all other needed details of my injury on an A1 paper and bring it around for visitations. helps alot more that way :/
So to sum it all up, cny seems to be just oranges, newyeargoodies, stoning and more stoning. There used to be a handful of poker games or mahjong to keep me occupied but with one hand, it's not very feasible and convenient): sighhhh
3. I NEED TO GO BACK TO STNICKS SOON. ):
though it's at some shit place now with no track, only a tiny cemented path, shabby classrooms in place of our old grilled ones, even more disgusting toilets in place of already disgusting ones last time. for krabspot, orangebowl. and both snsj and sjz1, i suddenly miss drills and juniors. and crashing of z1 activities soon, to see how fellow AN mates have evolveddddd. hahahha i asked how they changed and bervin: i have long hair now. how constructive.
p.s. ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS AND IM SO DISAPPOINTED IN THE 5 X-ES, SO SCREWEDDDD!
p.p.s. JIN'S HOUSE TOMORROW, BETTER BE GOOD. NEED TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF MY HOLIDAY BEFORE I GET BACK TO LECTURES AND TUTORIALS.
(I AM BORED)