I really hate this ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that all my problems can be summed down to one thing. It's obviously my fault. I need to communicate my problems more. Otherwise I won't have any results ( Read more... )

I just don't care anymore...about the social bullshit I put up with everyday. So...yeah....for you guys who care about my life....here we go ( Read more... )

Hey guys, and whoever reads this trash. Haven't been on this thing for a while because I haven't remembered that it's vital to the survival of some people to update this all the time ( Read more... )

I just want to be happy. Why is that so elusive.
I was happy, but suppressed sorrow has taken my mind.
I just want someone to love and hold.
What makes me so unattractive
So unappealing.
Why won't someone love me for me.
What has to be done?
My eyes won't let me see.
The tears are blanketing my eyes.
I just want to love...
To be loved....
To be

Interesting how everything works. I go through a slump of problems and depression and then everyone else get's punched in the face with it. WTF? I'm praying for my friends. I'm praying for Jackie and Mario, to shut the f*ck up and let Jeff and Kristin work out their differences and heartaches. I'm praying for Jeff and Kristin, they are so happy ( Read more... )

Wow....what a great day...I feel so at ease right now. I never knew I could be....happy... I feel like the world has smiled at me. I woke up today and went to take my first test in COB 204. I think I did really well on it. I think I can do it. I think I can stay here. I think I can last another three years. I studying off and on for a few hours, ( Read more... )

Yanno, I feel much better now. I was reinforced into the fact that I truley do have brothers. Two people tonight helped me more than anyone really has. Most people that read this just comment on it, a little something or another, then shrug it off. Except maybe two people. And two more have "made my list" of people I can trust, and truley love as ( Read more... )

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