all work and no play makes jack a dull boy
all work and no play makes jack a dull boy
all work and no play makes jack a dull boy
all work and no play makes jack a dull boy
all work and no play makes jack a dull boy

gag me with a spoon. no wait, make that a shovel.

I haven't felt this sad in a long time. My grandma exclaimed incredulously, "it's just a fish!" But Kappy Kim was more than that... I don't think anyone could truly understand, but he symbolized something greater. And I just feel like I've let myself down. All those people who've helped me clean his bowl (because I was too scared to), helped me ( Read more... )

i REALLY TRY not to hate people. i just wish they didnt make it so difficult for me.

ps***dangit! the Nike Tweed Blazers are OUT OF STOCK at the store and the website. if only i had size 8 feet...this is a sad day indeed.

The other day I was sitting at a respectable Korean restaurant with my family when I started eavesdropping on the group of people in the booth behind us (not because I was being a snoop, but they were being frikkin' loud). They were a group of Hispanic(?) ladies and one man... probably around their 40's. They were on the topic of Sex and The ( Read more... )

My family has this bizarre obsession with calendars. I don't know if it's a korean thing, a poor thing, or an old person thing, but my grandma gets estatic as she collects them from the Hanmi bank, the beauty salon, the bakery, the dentist, the HK market, and the local church. And when I'd walk into her old apartment, each room would have at least ( Read more... )

my guilt has been eating me up ( Read more... )

Waking up at 1:30 in the afternoon, watching some critically acclaimed indie films on DVD, and hearing my grandmother wailing on the karaoke machine should make me feel strangely comforted and "at home ( Read more... )

2005 is coming to a slow and painful close. There were so many things jam-packed in one year. It's hard when you truly let someone down especially when that someone is one of your favorite people. And that person straight up tells you "I thought better of you..." I guess thats the problem with relationships sometimes. People go into it not ( Read more... )

"Strange.
But even when you know it has to end...
when it finally does...
you always get that inevitable twinge:
Have I done the right thing?"
-alfie

i'm going to miss you. a lot.