God I just wish my brain would shut the fuck up ( Read more... )

Seriously I was in a good mood for about 2 fucking seconds too. I'm gonna go all........hmmm well for your the lucky one for the fact that i forgot what i was gonna say. i have determined that i really fucking need to talk to my therapist. These really fast changes must stop. For Loki the trickster demon is after me again. Oh and if bucky gets ( Read more... )

So I spent last night and allot of today with one of my friends who needed me. i hope he works out everything thats needed. But right now it is time to find myself a job with silverbulletcomics. Behold my cape and scepter...............who the fuck stole my cape and scepter!!!! I'll find you!

I had a wonderfull night. Me and christine went to see constantine. Yeah I payed more attention to her then the movie. i love her so much. she has no idea.I act differently around her too. I hate to admit it but laura was right. My softer side comes out when i'm around her. Maybe things are looking up. Like i said i've changed but when i'm around ( Read more... )

I watched it like 5 minutes ago. That was so stuuuuupid. Anyways i'm really fucking bored. I want to do something. but i'm sore as hell still so i'm not going anywhere. Fuck it then. I'm off on gaia.

Participate in an ididarod race. Yes with real sleds. Thats where I've been all weekend thanks for asking fuckers. Anyways.... God this weekend sucked at moments my mood disorder decided to fluctuate soooo much that at one point i was almost at the verge of tears over nothing. I mean when I have my appointments with my therapist they go really well ( Read more... )

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened ( Read more... )

Who the fuck cares if valentines day is so damn commercial. getting a kiss from you last night christine would have been grand but god forbid if a simple peck happens at a multiyouth group thing. Grrrr this is why I barely go to church nowadays. Yeah i may have lost most of my faith but whatever. life is so fucking stupid.

YEp thats all I can really tell you. Cause I dont want to freak you guys out anymore. So today I went to the comic store and hung out with my beautifull christine. i love you more and more each day. This is a long update huh? Oh well I'll update again later. Piece out peoples.

Welcome to hell ladies and gents or as we call it life. You see in this world noone person is guilty and no other person is innocent. the forces of good and evil interfere as much as possible. I once thought all it was was a simple nightmare, that maybe my mind was playing tricks on me but this world is not what it seems. Most of it is a lie a test ( Read more... )