MATT! If you are reading this, you should feel like a guilty bit! But it's okay, I still love you.

So I have my computer back and things are looking up. I'm ready to get back to school and be on my own schedule again. too hyped up to type!!!

I do not know. I really don't. I dislike the cycle and it always happens. I'm not disappointed. I know when I look inside myself I know the truth. Things just feel far away. It is never good to start thinking that nothing really matters. It's even worse to believe it. Things still matter to me. I don't realize it until I make things worse ( Read more... )

Back in Lakeland !! I got a hamster, she's Russian. Her name is Comrad. She's very cute. My Aunt and Uncle from Rhode Island are coming down with their two kids and we are gonna hang out. So far things seem kinda boring, I want hamster to wake up so I can play with her!

I think I have a cold. Celebrated One Year. Moved my room around again. Sent emails to my mom. My life is kinda boring.

Paranoid Personality Disorder ( Read more... )

oh LiveJournal I feel so bad for leaving for 10 months, will you please forgive me ( Read more... )

BUSH LYRICS

"Superman"

crucified
for eternal sins
re-invent myself
shape my alter skin

try to break the mold
severed hold
first you find your threshold bevels
breathing out your toxic levels

long slow rope is hangin
now we know what's comin

oh superman
where have you gone
with a little more time
and a six leaf clover
just a little ( Read more... )

What to say.  Right now I am tired and done with talking. But not angry or anything, just kinda, done.

hey, i'm in rhode island right now. not much going on. i will be on a plane tomarrow morning at 9 oclock which means i will be back in florida around 11-12. so thats cool, i will probablly stop by school and help with homecoming since we are already one day short because of the hurricane day today. I hope everything goes well, and i think it ( Read more... )