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Oct 24, 2002 11:52

To all my friends:

I'm not sorry I did this. I just can't take it anymore. Don't feel sad. It most definately wasn't your fault, and you guys should know that. I luv you all. And hope you all have great lives growing up. But I don't want to live anymore, so I won't. Hopefully this time it'll work,

Goodbye, I love you all

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anonymous November 9 2002, 13:42:14 UTC
I just read Sisi's journal and it's so sad. I've felt so much like that and I only looked on here for the first time yesterday, I know it wouldn't have made a difference but I wish I could've read it when she was still here, and said something.

Does anyone know what happened? It's none of my business but I guess I just hope it was quick and didn't hurt.

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longdayisover November 13 2002, 10:45:44 UTC
you're gone. but i just wanted to leave a message. to no one really. just to say how i feel. i'm just a stranger, but it's always sad when anyone takes their own life. especially at the young age of 14. i know a lot of people say there is nothing you could of done to stop someone from wanting to kill themselves. and it's true, but there was a way to stop it from happening! i read the last couple of journal entries before this and all i can see are cries for help, and you just kept talking about it. did anyone not read your cries? i know how hard it is to ask for help, and how you wish someone would just notice and help you without having to ask. there was no one to stop this, and i'm so sorry that it didn't happen for you. you wont be forgotten, and that's a lot coming from a stranger. i know it's too late to worry about all this now, but i just had to get it out. rest in peace.

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maryannemw November 24 2002, 23:24:16 UTC
I'm crying. I have never met you, Sisi, but you are in my prayers. The pain you must have felt to do something like that.

What do you write in the journal of a girl who has taken her own life? I'm afraid for my friends who are in similar states.

I just felt the need to say something.

God, help us all.

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psycho_nerd November 29 2002, 15:38:04 UTC
I'm sorry things had to go this far.

Y

Rest well.

Marle.

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serratedjustice November 30 2002, 23:54:06 UTC
i just found this journal randomly. i dont know you, but your journal still moved me. i am sorry it came to this. i really am. may you rest in peace. may you be better off than you were here. i know you will prolly never read this, but i feel moved to say something. rest in peace.

peace,
david

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dark_daughter December 1 2002, 07:52:28 UTC
Funny how I should feel guilt. I didn't know you. I may only have seen a post or two in some communities. I used to spend all my time helping online people who are suicidal..but not anymore. In the past 2 years, 2 friends of mine from my city have killed themselves...one hung in a cell at the copshop, the other in her b's closet. I wish I could have helped them. I wish I could have helped you. What all you people don't realize is how much it FUCKING HURTS to lose someone close. I hope something can be learnt from this. I offer my condolences for those of you who knew her, and her family.
rest in peace Sisi

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