Last Night was like the best Night I've ever had in a very very long time ( Read more... )

WHAT A FUCKING BITCH, I FUCKING HATE HER GUTS, that's all I have to say today......i mean my mom is the btich by the way.

Those are my ownly 2 choices left. I can't stay here anymore. This life is just too hard. I'll probably run away first buy myself a little more time then off myself. But I just can't stand this anymore. I can't stand my mom, I can't stand me. I can't stand living. Cutting isn't even helping as much as it used too. There's just no point. I'll be ( Read more... )

Well I went and cut last night. Not to much though. Only a couple on my arm, stomach, and leg. I really needed and still do need to do a big slice everything up cutting 'session' But I can't, not yet at least. Maybe after my aunt and uncle leave. Cutting last night did help me feel a bit better though. Today has gone pretty well so far ( Read more... )

My aunt and uncle are still here. They were really pissing me off last night though. They kept holding my cats the wrong way and when I told them it hurt the cats to be held that way and they don't like it, and the cats were crying, they didn't even put them down. If they weren't family I would have been screaming my fucking head off at them. I'm ( Read more... )

My Aunt and Uncle are coming to stay with us for the weekend tonight. I know it sounds mean, but I don't really want them to come. It's not that I don't like them or anything. It just whenever people come to stay my mom gets all stressed and bitchy at me. And I want to go to the mall tomorrow to get some shoes (which I really need) but I don't ( Read more... )

blehchy blech blech ( Read more... )

Well today I finally hung out with Krystina at lunch then I skiped Humanities to go and hang out in Krys' drama class cause i really didn't want to go to my humanities. It was pretty fun. So I'm kindof happy that now I've got a new kewl friend, yeay go me ( Read more... )

0. Do you cut? yes ( Read more... )

Well, I stayed home today cause I haven't been feeling well. I have to go see a new councilor now, a guy this time. Iunno, i have a feeling that it might work out with him, as in me being able to talk, but iunno ( Read more... )