Sagittarius (November 22-December 21)
"Earth is a school and daily life is our classroom," asserts Dan Millman in his book Living on Purpose. Our teachers aren't always experts and authorities, he says, but often appear in the guise of strangers, acquaintances, children, animals, and unexpected circumstances. The lessons we're asked to master come ( Read more... )

Ipod rocks my life right now. (but spending 250 doll-hairs does not. Unnecessary necessities ( Read more... )

I am sick of complaining and not knowing how to fix it. In the past, when things are bad, I ignore them and eventually tell myself that theyve gone away. Or I'll find people that, for the time being, make me forget that anything is wrong. That seems to be my favorite method. I have gone through about 4 groups of friends since I've been here. Some ( Read more... )

I wouldn't even call it an update. more like meaningless post ( Read more... )

I need to feel inspired by another human being again.

Connected...

Theres an empty space waiting to be filled, and it hurts sometimes more than others
like today

Not working every afternoon of my life is incredibly refreshing. I've been able to do things that I've been pining for, like walks (and a run yesterday!) and not rushing around every living minute. And I watched a Katrina Special on Oprah (shhh) about stories that don't get on the news, and it was so fucking eye opening I wanted to donate like 3 ( Read more... )

Yesterday/night was grand. Girl's day started out with us not getting into Pierre's for our massages, but we went to Jonny;s for breakfast and then hung out for a while and chatted. It was nice to have some girly talk again. It has been so long ( Read more... )

Please note the time of this post, and the fact that it is Saturday. I have a date with a massage table today, and if you do not get there before it opens, you have a slim chance of getting in ( Read more... )

Bah.
All I want to do is retreat, and stop trying to connect with people. Everyone I reach out to is not having it, so what's the point anyway. I've been trying hard to get outside my comfort zone, and applying myself, trying to bust out of my life-rut. But no. Its not working. So what am I to do now?

I guess maybe this is a sign. A sign that I have ( Read more... )

Just ruined all my good dancing energy with Chinese food... I was pressured to go by Jen and Danielle to benefit some Chemical Engineering thing, and now I just feel grody. Although I do give myself kudos; I stuck mainly to the veggie/chicken stirfry and rice... but I had to have a piece of sesame chicken...

I want to get into nature... this isn't ( Read more... )