I enveloped myself with my own shits. It's me.

Everyone all the same

不爱惜自己的人是无法去爱别人
不快乐的人也无法带给别人欢乐

讨厌麻烦关心我的人
讨厌那种怜惜却帮不上
讨厌关系密切而被伤害
更讨厌生气自己无能没用却不承认
每一天都会告诉自己要坚强要努力
即使要懦弱难过都不许让任何人看到
大家都有自己的问题谁会理睬谁不就是敷衍彼此
所以还是努力的不把自己的问题变成他人的问题
反正死不了就还好对吧 笑

悲观叹气又有何用
停滞不前的话连死人都能做到
但是我还活着
就得凭借我自己的力量战斗着

Life is better when you decide you don't care.

I hasn't changed all these years. And somehow it scares the hell outta me. why like that ):

The reason we struggle with insecurity is because we compare our behind-the-scenes with everyone else's highlight reel.
- Steve Furtick

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Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess