So...I owe my parents $860--all for the stupid car. My mother is being over generous, however. I worked off some of the money (I'm not quite sure how much) over the last couple of days, scrubbing floors, doing yardwork, washing off the house and sweeping everywhere outside. It really wasn't that hard of work...It made me feel better. I haven't ( Read more... )

blah blah blah...life sucks, blah blah blah. So I find out this afternoon at 4:00 if I get fired or not. It pisses me off quite a bit...it's for NO REASON. Jerry is fucking stupid and the worst director ever and I take back every positive thing that I have EVER said about John. I lost all respect for him (and it was a lot) the other night when ( Read more... )

I don't know. I really don't. I'm going crazy again. Freaking out....I feel weird and stupid and hateful and not right in the head. I've been crying for the last, oh I don't know...hour and a half probably. I don't know if it's because I'm tired or sick or on my fucking rag or a combination...or if I'm just nuts ( Read more... )

I'm working. Imagine that. Justin fell asleep a while ago to tonight isn't going to be any fun. We usually talk and text all night. He's going to start laying carpet on Monday which apparantly means that he'll be bringing home no less than 2,000/week. We could use the money and that's just the . It's only for the summer, but it will give ( Read more... )

I LOVE JUSTIN!!!!!!

Ummm, it's elaine's birthday today, mand I have tonight off! yay! If you know how to make a lot of money fast, let me know. I have to go pick tory up from work now...the end. I need to write in here a lot more.

Hmmm...I love Justin. I do. We sat and had a talk, I don't know how long ago...but I fell in love with him. We've been really happy lately, and getting along great. He's been at the house and Elaine and Tory LIKE him. Yeah, Tory calls him "J" and we're eating out at ihop tomorrow with them and the kids. It makes me really happy. My mom doesn ( Read more... )

This hospital computer makes me angry. I'm taking my break at the moment. The ER is quiet tonight, besides the yeller , but she's supposed to be leaving any time now...that's what they've been saying since I got to work. Work is boring though, so something new ( Read more... )

Ugh. I am so annoyed. I was trying to sleep, and then Ivron called me like 3 times in a row...I ignored all of them until he stopped calling. Then Dez called me, which I didn't mind so much, it's just that I was sleeping. Then Payten came and knocked on my door like 4 times until I finally said what and she asked me if she could have a DAMN ( Read more... )

I think it's funny to read my last journal entry. I was at work, so it took out all of the "bad" words, like fuck and sex and penis. hahaha! nathan's an er face. Weird...I added them back, though so it makes more sense ( Read more... )

SO...blah blah blah. I guess there's not a whole lot to say. I went to Kaili's birthday party today and Tony and Noopie were both at the same time yelling about how much weight I've lost. Which makes me feel pretty good. I'm trying to loose probably about 10 more pounds. I can't believe that I gained so much while I was living with my parents ( Read more... )