I guess it's just her time

[dopekittie]

It's so weird, I went back and read some of my old entries, and you know....I remembered a lot of them but some of them I didn't really remember at all...well as I was reading them...I was playing it out in my head...like re-living it or something

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[strangeling]

it's not just you that has changed. I blame my self do to my health... I have changed and become so differant in the past three years. I dont know how to react to it because I try and stay like i was, but it doesn't work. i still find myself staying home when everyone else is out. Being in a relationship kinda does it to you too i think. well some relationships are worse than others. with bob, I was depressed a lot of the time and didn't trust that if I left him alone, that he would be there when I got back.. with kurt, I want to spend time with him as much as I can, and I hate leaving him alone because I feel like he's bored or something. I know we can all hang out together. and we should. I have to get my health back on track, then after that, I'll be ready to live life again. I miss hanging out so much. my cell number is 289-7457. call me any time....

luv ya,
mandy

[leftminus7]

it is kinda wierd going back and reading old journal posts.....kinda depressing really.....many days i didnt need reminded of...you and conor will have to come check out my new pad soon