If I stopped talking to you, would you notice? Conversations labored, it takes effort to keep them going. They don't flow like they used to, what changed? I never knew where you ended and I began, and now there's a clear divide, as high and impenetrable as the Berlin Wall. Is it me? It can't be, I have not changed. Is it you? I hate to think so; ( Read more... )

Riga girls go like this ( Read more... )

Forget about your house of cards, and I'll do mine.


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I miss kissing.

"You are my centre when I spin away...
No matter what happens now
I won't be afraid
Because I know today has been the most perfect day I've ever seen."

I love Radiohead.

Some days I feel like I really am going absolutly mad.

Please god, don't make me another Sylvia Plath.

Some days I just have to wonder if its even worth it.

I mean, really.

I think I'm addicted to stretching my ears. I went up a size again today, and can't wait to get the next size tapers.

Back in high school, this friend of mine April would always joke that, since she had no idea what she wanted to major in or do with her life, she was going to mysteriously get hit by a truck on her 18th birthday. Eighteen came and went for April, and two years later she's still here and a nursing student who knows what she wants to do. But more and ( Read more... )

so, against my better judgment, i went to hang out with dave last night. i didn't think it would be too bad, and promised myself before hand that i would make it explicitly clear i was just there as friends, and would do none of the cudley-kissy stuff i knew he would ask for. so i went. drove out. wasted gas. and he did ask, and for the most part i ( Read more... )