I've felt lost for a very long time as well. I wouldn't admit it though. Like being lost in the car, I kept telling myself that I wasn't... I knew where I was at and I knew where I wanted to be. However, I was lying to myself. I was lost. I figured out where I wanted to go, where I needed to go but I had no idea how to get there. Once I realized that, I knew I had to ask for directions. Unfortunately, I had no one to call so I stopped and asked strangers for directions. I am so glad I started a second livejournal, because the friends I've met there have helped me to find my way. Not only that, I've met some of the most amazing, trustworthy people that I have ever known. I know that if I ever become lost again, I can count on them to steer me back in the right direction. I am truly lucky.
yeah, there are some amazing people out there and sometimes you have to get in these kinda situations to not only find them but realize that they are all around you sometimes too.
word. I solve all of life's problems and the world's troubles on my 8 hour car rides.
But I think for me, the comparable feeling to this, the only thing that makes me calm, is wandering up and down store aisles without buying. I swear, I think Target is my middle class answer to Tiffany's as a cure for the mean reds.
see, i guess i just have never been walking through any stores like that with time enough to think. if i go to a store it's only to buy stuff and leave...but that sounds like something that would calm me too...
i'll probably do that some this summer when mark and you and everyone else in the world is gone and i have nothing to do BUT think. :/
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Thanks so much for writing it.
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But I think for me, the comparable feeling to this, the only thing that makes me calm, is wandering up and down store aisles without buying. I swear, I think Target is my middle class answer to Tiffany's as a cure for the mean reds.
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i'll probably do that some this summer when mark and you and everyone else in the world is gone and i have nothing to do BUT think. :/
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so there.
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