One year...

[dopster03]

It's November 18th... one year. This time last year I didn't sleep, I didn't eat, and it's already started again. November 18th> 1 year since Shawn went into the coma. I've been crying already. I'm listening to one of the many cds he made and I have... Maybe the 18th-5 will be a dark period for me forever.. I don't know. Patty just asked me if I

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[em0br0]

don't worrie, little one. I know how you feel, and I am there for you, as alwase. I'm not going 2 ask you if your ok, I'm not going 2 ask you how you're doing. I already know the answers. I love you Robyn, you the closest thing I have to a sister. You're family, as such I'll take care of you untill one of us croaks first. And if it's me, I'll probably haunt your ass. I can only wish I am as strong as you are inside. The will you exude, the ability to keep going, you're my hero. Sounds funny, huh. You remember it so well because you loved him, and because he's realy not dead at all. He lives on in our earts and thoughts and dreams. I can't pick up a roll of duct tape (not duck tape u lame-o's) with out getting an ear to ear smile remembering him, and the hat or the wallet or the full outfit... It's ok to feel the way you do, belive me. And if you ever need a friend, or in my case an older brother, i'm a phone call or a bus ride away. And if u need a place 2 crash, i've got a guest room w/ an atari and a colleciovision. All right hun,

[dopster03]

lol, thanks Pete! It means alot, you know that.

♥ Robyn