I don't know where to start. I have been having a feeling I can't really define. I don't know if I am sad or just lonely or what is going on. Like today, I was having fun hanging out with alot of cool people when I just felt heavy like something was missing. From then on I kept smiling so no one would know any thing was wrong ( Read more... )

I made here. I am halfway through my first week and I havent died, I only cryed once. It was for like two seconds because people started to come my way. I really really miss my BF, but I know he is happy in life for now so yay for him. I am really lonely. I don't really have many friends or people I trust enough to comfide in. My BF is the ( Read more... )

So... I was in my dorm room and I was ambushed by the admissions councilers and the r-a. They stormed in the room sreaming about Amy's stuff. She moved out. She didin't say good bye or why she left she just left. I think that was a really bitchy thing to do but good ridens!! I think it pissed me off because she was the first person I knew and ( Read more... )

So I am all moved in way down here in memphis. I like my school, and my room mates are okay but they already getting on my nerves. I really miss my BF. He has aready forgotten me in his dreams though *sigh*. I had to sit through a bunch of simminars about stuff I already heard for my whole life. I am READY for school to start. I know I will ( Read more... )

Time is really winding down. I don't know how much longer I can keep my happy face on. I feel like someone is tearing my heart out. I don't know how I am gonna make it, with no one there for me. How am I gonna survive without being able to go to my BF's house for refuge.

Two days...

I can't write any more...

I am kinda mad that my BF is going through what he is going through. I understand where he is coming from. All boys are dumb, I think it is time to start looking for a man!! Today is my last day at work until december. I leave on thrusday. Time is not slowing down for anything. I hope life doesnt just pass me by ( Read more... )

Well I had fun for the last couple of days. I have been at Davids house. A and D are gone so we had some fun. I got drunk for the first time ever. It was fun. I didn't do anything to embarrass myself. It was funny, I was trying to play monopoly but I don't think it was working too well. I fell asleep in the bathroom propped up against the ( Read more... )

Well I just saw the movie pulse. Its was about some freaky shit. I saw it with David, I don't think he was scared though. Well I leave in six days. I am really sad but I am trying to be happy. I don't know if it working. Well David wants to go get orange juice so we can ger drunk wooo yeah.

peace out

Dora

Well this is my first time writing. I only got this to check up on my BF. I am leaving the comfort of the life I have known forever in one week from today. Christan Brothers will be my new home. I am afrid my BF will forget me. I really hope that he enjoys life more than he is now ( Read more... )