Title: Scent of love
Author:
doralice_29Rating: PG13
Genre: romance, drama
Warnings: none
Bands: The GazettE
Pairings: Ruki/Aoi
Disclaimer: Srsly, do you think I’d be here if I owned them? o.O
Synopsis: Because I wanted a part of you with me... a part that no one could take away from my arms.
Comment: - part of the “
Lost and Gone Serie”. Can be read as a stand alone.
Note: it’s short. Period.
(RUKI’S POV)
You’ve always been a mystery for me.
Ever since we first met.
There was something different around you, like an unbreakable aura surrounding your being.
It was probably what brought me closer to you day by day.
I couldn’t figure out what made you so unique, so special.
You were an amazing artist.
I could get lost watching your delicate fingers moving fast on your guitar.
The look on your face when you were playing was priceless.
It was like you were living a moment of pure bliss.
And soon I found myself wanting to be part of that.
That night....
That night everything became clear.
Just another stressful live... We all were so tired....
Maybe it was because I was not aware of where I was going.
Maybe it was because I just wanted to be close to you.
Maybe it was.... I don’t know....
But I clearly remember your arms around my waist moments before I fell asleep on your shoulder.
You gently stroke my hair while holding my hand with your free one, thinking I was lost in the realms of dreams.
But how could I fall asleep when the object of all my thoughts and attention was right beside me?
And there it was...
Your scent hit my sense mercilessly.
Sweet.... Unique.... Unforgettable....
It was made of love....
Love surrounding your body.
Love attracting my heart to you.
Love making me feel so high like I’ve never been.
But that sensation was short, just like that drive back to the hotel.
Because today you’re in front of me, but your hand is locked with someone else.
Someone who’s gonna stand by your side forever.
Someone you’re gonna hold close when you fall asleep.
Someone who have been able to solve the mystery around you.....
Just like I did..... But you never saw that, right?
I watch you walk away with her.
The moment you’re out of sight, my smile fades just like all my hopes.
And now I lay on my bed with nothing on but your shirt between my hands.
A bitter smile on my lips remembering you had this on that night I realized I fell for you.
The night before you asked me to be your best man.... because you were going to get married.
You probably never noticed I stole this shirt that day.
Because I wanted a part of you with me... a part that no one could take away from my arms.
Tears are falling down making my vision blurry... but I don’t care.
Turning on my side, I bring your shirt closer to my face, inhaling deeply your scent.
Closed here in my room I’m surrounded by the dark loneliness buried inside my heart.
No sounds. No light.
Just the scent of a lost love and the pain of a broken heart.