OK, so I just deleted an entry that was not one of my kinder ones. Even though people piss me off, retaliating back at them with spiteful and sarcastic words isn't the best approach, although it is quite satisfying at the time ( Read more... )

Last year at this time I was living it up in NYC. This year, I'm hanging out with people I have become close friends with, most of whom I hadn't even met a year ago. It's amazing the tricks time can play on my mind. Although my trip to the Big Apple last year seems like a month ago, I am amazed at all the pain, excitment, and accomplishments ( Read more... )

Well, the wedding was a lot of fun. J. looked like she walked out of the pages of a bridal magazine, and that was even before I did her hair and makeup! :-) She and L. look quite lovely together, and it was great to be a part of the wedding. I know I complained a lot about the expensive travel and even the bridesmaid dress, but after I put it on ( Read more... )

I can't complain about my weekend. I loved having C. meet my friends and impress their socks off. I loved seeing Ocean's 12 and I loved the attention E. paid me Saturday and Sunday.

I hate that E. stirred up old emotions that I thought were finally gone. I hate that my friends kept saying he's interested in me. I won't go so far to say that I ( Read more... )

God is amazing. He gave me a peace about the whole B. situation (see below entry) and worked a miracle! I actually received an instant message from Sarah today, completely out of the blue. Apparently she read the entry (I didn't even know she had my screenname) and felt bad about what happened ( Read more... )

In the past 24 hours, I have lost 2 very close (at one time "best") friends to circumstances beyond my control. The way I found out about the first was a nasty email, and the second was a nonchalant instant message. Twist the knife a little more, please.

C. has decided that because I don't invite her to everything I do (even though she already ( Read more... )

OK, I admit it. I have internet friends. Whether I met them on craigslist.org, while playing Literati on Yahoo, or knew them in person before they were internet friends, I somehow managed to accumulate them. The ones that I knew in person but moved away are fine. I realize that they knew me for who I was, had an interest in pursuing a friendship ( Read more... )

Ok, so yesterday I woke up at 5. That's 5pm, not am. Why? Probably because I went to bed at 4am. Why? Because I was commiserating online, and then decided to read a book. So now, it's 6am on Friday, and I haven't "gone to bed". So it still feels like Thursday's leftovers. And no one really likes leftovers, do they?

I get an email at 11pm last night ( Read more... )

Since I left Roche Bros, I've had some time to kick back, relax, and engage in an extensive job hunt. I submitted my resume to one place yesterday afternoon around 3pm, and at 7pm I got a phone call from the HR manager! I had the interview today, and surprisingly, the job is LITERALLY right across the street from the apartment I want to move into! ( Read more... )

So it's my last day of work at Roche Bros., and I'm not sure how I feel about that. This temp assignment has been far more enjoyable and lucrative than the last one, but I'm telling myself to trust that God has something even better. I don't want anything that isn't His perfect plan for me. Now if only I could live out that desire and not complain ( Read more... )