well, today has been a roller coaster of a day. esteya called this morning cuz she wants to come home, but she only wants to come to visit, not perminently. my dad got really upset and was actually crying. i dont blame him, i was too. it hurts to get your hopes up only to have them come crashing down. so i had dad call her back. her bf (whom she's ( Read more... )

today has been delightfully boring. i hate Hate HATE cleaning. i woke up around 9:30 and went to go babysit at 10. the boys were somewhat good for me, but i still got pretty stressed out. when i got home my dad was there but he had locked the door and he was asleep. i had no key and my phone was dead so i waited from 1:30 until 5 when my mom got ( Read more... )

lucas sent messages to my phone at midnight saying he couldnt sleep without saying goodbye before he went to chigago. so i tried like 50 times to get online and my computer was being stupid so it wouldnt work. he said he would wait for me till 12:30, but by the time i actually got my computer to work it was 12:35. i was so happy he was still online ( Read more... )

Daddy hugs his little man ( Read more... )

ok, so i've been cleaning sice 9 am. mom got me up then so we could finish baking cookies and make cracker snack things like we do every year. big joke, mom, ha ha ha. even tho she had been up 2 hours before, she soon realised she had no eggs, no grease for the pans, and barely any milk. she gave me a giant list of stuff im supposed to do and then ( Read more... )

today has been interesting. luke called me at like 1:15 in the morning. yay! well, we talked for about an hour and then went to sleep. i woke up somewhere between 12 and 2 in the afternoon. i dont know why i slept so much, but i was probobly deprived or something. my sis and i watched part of charlie and the chocolate factory and then my mom came ( Read more... )

i showed my grandma and my aunt the necklace i got from lucas and told them the story about all the boxes and the poems. then my dad goes and asks: so when is he free anyway? i told him hopefully the 13th of january. then he told my aunt and uncle that i skipped (this is the uncle that doesnt like me very much, or at least doesnt know how to show ( Read more... )

i'm at my granparents house.... celebrating christmas with my aunt and uncle who are going away for the 25th. i got a really pretty sweater from them and a real diamond/ruby/gold necklace. it's really pretty. lol, i'm stocking up in fine jewlery. my sis got charlie and the chocolate factory 2 disk special edition! yay, im gunna be in jonny depp ( Read more... )

with every passing moment ( Read more... )

ok, so here's a good joke i heard last night ( Read more... )