Ok - so it's been a while since I have updated this thing....

Started seeing this little kitten - she is great. The sex is great but I know I am not in this for the long haul...I am going back to Prague at the end of May. It's hard for me to throw myself into something that I know is only transitory. I have been through the whole sex without ( Read more... )

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Spiritualism

Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.

100% spiritual.
80% reason-oriented.


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  I am in serious need of a an exercise program. Or just the drive to do it (exercise) everyday.
  I am so much happier when I get those dopamines flowing in me and get rid of the tension and stress that permeates my life.

On a heartening note - I actually had a real, live bleeding ( Read more... )

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  All I want out of a relationship is someone who is dependable, reliable. Who is present both physically AND emotionally...

Is that too much?

    Ok - took the day off today. It was an absolutely beoooootiful day and an even more beoootiful night. These are the times I like AZ.
  For all the that I worked last week (7 days) I did not make the money I had hoped for...
    I am getting that travel fever again. Only 8 months till I leave.
   Yes yes it seems like a long time but it will go ( Read more... )

 Saw Corpse Bride the other night. Good stuff - it's like a creepy/cool fairy tale. I love to watch Burton's worlds come to life. It seems as though he has watched The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari a few too many times.
  Just sat through a marathon of Firefly episodes on the Sci-fi Channel and - WOW - pretty damn good. I was kinda leery because I love ( Read more... )

  Boo ya!
 Work is getting busy again and that means - mo' money mo' money mo' money!

Some threw a soda at my car yesterday because I would not let him into my lane (I never changed speed or actively tried to keep him out). Some yuppie scum in a brand new silver audi - I chased him but  he got away. Probably for the best.

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  I am feeling out of sorts.
  Disconnected.
  Does anyone ever feel as though they stepped out of their life and can't get back in?
  I always try and use my own words but right now...

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold ( Read more... )

  I have been off the meth for 3 yrs now. It took me moving all the way across the country to finally get clean. Lately I have been full of thoughts, of desire - I don't want that in my life again. The only way I know is to go full steam ahead - dealing to support (and justify) my habit.
  I mean - it's not a drug addiction if it's not causing me ( Read more... )