i just snapped.


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i decided from now on i'm going to have good posture. my shoulders are always hurting from slouching so much. ok, here we go. back is straight. yay! this weekend has been fun. for new years my mum and i went to santa barbara and stayed with laurie and kate, it was nice. kate and i are getting closer, it's really cool, she's gotten to be like my ( Read more... )

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so yesterday i went to shana's house, and we decided to go to the promenade and be freaks and scream at walls. well, we did go to the promenade, but we didn't really act weirdly, at least not more than we usually do. we ran into my mum and danny and artie in barnes and noble, that was cool. then i slept at shana's and we watched view from the top ( Read more... )

they're fighting again, and she's crying. why can't she be stronger? why can't he be less selfish? why can't i tell him anything? i want it to stop and rewind five years. five years ago this house was perfect, and everyone was together in it. i loathe that man so much. he makes me want to scream and bash everything in sight. get him the fuck away. ( Read more... )

i'm tired and i've been feeling really weak lately....it's weird ( Read more... )

it's christmas yay

my dad is being so antisocial, i was like, dad let's go see a movie, he goes no i just wanna stay home and wrap gifts and hang out. UGH! he never wants to go anywhere except for the grove, and that's only because we can walk there and he's too lazy to drive anywhere. on a happier note, today i went to the beverly center for christmas shopping, very ( Read more... )