i think about death a lot, as in me dying. i don't think it would be the worst thing. i don't think it would matter at all.

www.myfoxboston.com/dpp/news/local/man-killed-in-overnight-allston-stabbing-20100404

that happened on the street corner next to mine. last night, around 11:45ish (police arrived at 11:58) myself and three of my friends were stumbling home from the bar. we were shitfaced; i had just gotten out of work and, having suffered one of the longest, worst ( Read more... )

happy new year, everyone!!!!! i had fun, did you ( Read more... )

i am leaving for school now to write a paper due at midnight (i know myself, i cannot accomplish great masterpieces when i am at home with distractions). i am writing about nathanael west's "day of the locust" and relating it to vigilant citizen's article about how lady gaga has been recruited by the illuminati. how fucking cool is that? reality is ( Read more... )

happy hanukah, fellow jews ( Read more... )

i miss seabass the cat so much.

i am constantly torn between the assertion that i am conducting my life to the best of my capabilities and am doing you know, relatively okay, to this really unsettling feeling i often carry that tells me i am seriously, seriously fucking up.

i picked a really good favorite band.

also today i lost my job!!! oops where'd it go. wait, i don't care. BUGABOO CREEK IS BULLSHIT.

today was the essay portion of my environmental geology final. upon completion, we handed in our finals and were allowed to look at our final paper and see how we fared. when i gave my name to the t.a., he looked at me and went, "stein. stein... he wants to see you!" as in my professor. and i freak, mildly, and ask if i did something wrong and he ( Read more... )

i feel that foreboding sense of dread as the bitter, evil cold descends upon us ( Read more... )