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Feb 26, 2006 01:03

I'm pissed at her... she called me that name... she never has before but shedid last night. She was praying over me and she called me that... does she think that Blake isn't even me? I don't know what's going on in her head. But I know I'll never be able to look at her the same way again. And that's what I wanted wasn't it? Wasn't that what I was ( Read more... )

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captain_nesky February 26 2006, 21:16:58 UTC
Well Blake, she's human and is allowed to make mistakes. Whether or not she views it as one is for her to decide.

Now, I'm not Christian but I was for a very long time and there are many lessons I have walked away with. Some are: battles like this are between the idivudual and God not person to person. Don't take it personal. You are the most important.

Remember, Jesus says:

"But I tell you, don’t resist him who is evil; but whoever strikes you on your right cheek, turn to him the other also." Matthew 5:39-40

Jesus here rejects revenge and retaliation, instead telling his followers to turn the other cheek.

All we need is love, little buddy.

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dorkboyblake February 26 2006, 22:05:45 UTC
I know you're right but it's hard not to take it personally when someone tries to involve herself in something that is only between you and God. Especially when she essentially says, "I love you exactly as you are but the person you are doesn't really exist and you're really someone else who fits into my perception of the world."

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