I will be able to breathe once I've taken my Intro to Business test on Saturday morning...until then, bring on the anxiety.

"...The blinding hate. 
Trickling down thy face
Dripping with unbridled fear 
Into a pool of sticky confusion.
Wasting away; 
Corroding the bludgeon; 
The bludgeon from which you chose to clobber these bones 
These helpless fragile ( Read more... )

 I'm not going to sensor myself when I'm around you anymore.  I'm sick of pretending.
There's more to life than appeasing your fantasy world.

Fuck you and your ambiguous logic.
I'm done with you.

I just had a thought...

When I have made the move to Hawaii, I will not have hockey....
Now, I know what you're thinking.  "Andrea, there is always a TV."  To which I will reply, "Duh."

I am aware I can watch hockey on a TV [I'm not a moron, you know], but the problem is I won't be able to go to a hockey game...That makes me sad.  But I suppose it is ( Read more... )

 Aloha ( Read more... )

I  bought a children's Japanese book the other day.  Everything is in kanji and hiragana.  I can't really read any of it yet...But I'm working on it.  I like looking through it and picking out the hiragana that I do know and attempt in decoding the message this book has for me.

I've decided that when I do know the signage completely and can read ( Read more... )

I'm severely  disappointed and disgusted.  Beyond.  Belief.  There are no words that can express this fully.  How is it possible that I have a pang in my stomach, one that aches for you and your brainless actions.  I never thought I would say this, but I am too appalled to write.

It is currently 1:13am and I have to leave for work at 5:30am.  Why, [you are undoubtedly asking] aren't I sleeping yet??  I can't even answer that...  I wish I knew.  For some reason I felt it was more important to watch TV tonight than do homework.  What is wrong with me?
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Why is it that everyone in the universe seems to want to set me up on a ( Read more... )

I'm  excited for Halloween this year.  The only thing I'm not too thrilled about is the nonexistent chill in air.  The nonexistent  tumultuous wind blowing the multicolored leaves around while it pricks my cheeks...Reason number 566879898787 that Texas is not the place for me.  But I digress ( Read more... )

I apologize in advance for this drivel....I'm a bit rusty.

I can feel it coming...the rumble is getting louder. The question is, will my voice carry through?
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I work with a girl who's sole purpose in life is to procreate. Her dream is actually becoming a baby factory. She wants babies to play with. Shouldn't there be laws against this sort of thing ( Read more... )

 There will be no rose and rhododendron

When you are dead and underground;

Still will be heard from white Syringas

Heavy with bees, a sunny sound;

Still will the tamaracks be raining.

After the rain has ceased, and still

Will there be robbins in the stubble,

Brown sheep upon the warm, green hill.

Spring will not ail, nor autumn falter ( Read more... )