kill me please

Jun 21, 2005 23:47

i dont really know where to begin...how bout the fact that im a loser and all alone and hate myself and just want to take a brand new razor and go take all this crap inside me and make it just go away and be numb for a while ( Read more... )

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wow this was long.. bladez_n_blood June 23 2005, 06:14:23 UTC
hey, i am sorry to hear about your job. it sounds like your better off and i am sure you can find another job soon.. i hate working for asshole people.. that is the worst, it makes your job suck to where you hate knowing you have to go back.. i am sorry that i haven't been around much to talk to you.. i have been trying to leave messages with you to let you know that i am wanting to talk to you and be friends.. like yourself i have alot going on in my life.. i wish we could have met when i was/in a better sitution. but i am glad that we met.. when i get my car back on the raod i will totally hang out with you.. right now i have to relie on rides from everyone.. i know how much it sucks.. as far as people who stop talking to you cuz your in/were NA, fuck them cuz they are not your real friends. i have people do that shit to me all the time, cuz i have mental issues and was on meds.. some people are mature enough to look pass your flaws and know noone in this world is perfect.. i want to be friends and hang out. you were so right we do ( ... )

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ur are my sunshine whatisthislife June 25 2005, 00:58:42 UTC
sharon i love you so much
u can talk to me about ur lesbo shit anytime i dont care
im going to the gay bar with you on ur birthday for heaven sakes!
if u ever feel like u want to just talk to me or just have us time then just say so...ur friendship means so much too me and im so glad that we are close now. my friends do like you too. they dont care about u being a lesbo it just freaks them out when u talk about it i guess. just the other day me and bridgette we talking about you (i forget why) and i was telling afunny story about us and bridgette goes "sharons great" and maureen felt bad when she read this b/c she doesnt want u to feel that way. she does want to be ur friend and after she read this she called here looking for you b/c she wanted to hang out. u are never alone as long as im alive

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xjust4todayx June 29 2005, 15:51:24 UTC
u can talk to me too! cause i love youre fat kid loveness to death!

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