I feel overwhelmed with grad school applications. I don't want to do them. I don't even know where I want to go for sure. Or if I even want to go right now. I just feel like it's all coming up too soon. Why do application deadlines have to be January 1- Feburary 1. Can't they give us until the summer. It would so much easier to figure it all out ( Read more... )

note to self: STOP FUCKING SPENDING MONEY YOU DOUCHE.

ps. happy belated thanksgiving to anyone who actually likes this stupid holiday.

officially, i've become partially anti-social. i don't hang out with anyone anymore. except derby. and occassionally the roommates plus therrien. and though i knew this before, it's hitting me now because it's 9pm on a thursday and i'm bored to death and no one is around. aka none of the four guys i hang out with are around. i have yet to determine ( Read more... )

i hate days like today.

it bums me out that you're bummed out. i don't really know if there is anything i can do. but i would do anything. though hopefully you know that at this point. i'm here for talking, even if you don't want to talk ( Read more... )

my two best friends are moving to california in january ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt that i was studying for a french test and freaking out over it. but in the middle of my studying i went to a salon, where apparently there was a women there who was going to help me study, and somehow ended up getting an awful haircut, which i was irrate about. then i was drove over to my dad's friends house, where the women at ( Read more... )

i rule at wasting time ( Read more... )

i decided i hate the rain ( Read more... )

going to philly tonight ( Read more... )