Wow! I never thought I would say this... but breaking up IS hard to do. I never want to do it again. I cant eat, cant sleep, and I feel so guilty when I hang out with friends. I feel guilty cause I know he is at home sitting there with nothing to do. We said we'd still be friends... and friends is what we are. We still hang out and all that good ( Read more... )

These are the songs I have on repeat on my playlist!

1. I Dont Want To Miss A Thing - Aerosmith
2. Let You Go - Ashley Parker Angel
3. It's So Hard To Say Good-bye - Boyz II Men
4. My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion
5. Miss Me Baby - Chris Cagle
6. Love This Way - Eden's Crush
7. Best I Ever Had - Gary Allen
8. Why - Jason Aldean
9. Something's ( Read more... )

Tnoght was ofically the night. I cant believe it happened. Ryan and I are offically on a break. dont know for how long or why we wanted to but we are. Its so weird I just wanna cry but I know I cant!

Ok so a long update is needed. I really dont know where to start ( Read more... )

I am going to see the Titanic Exhibit is San Francisco next week. Im hella excited. Im such a dork!

Ntohing really new! Havent Done Much!

So lately I havent been going alot. Just going to work and hanging out with friends and stuff. Sunday Elly and I went to the A's game. She is an Angels fan and I am an A's fan. It was an interesting game. We got through it though ( Read more... )

I have a new Screename... xSwisherFan33x

Ok So This entry is about anything that happened on the trip. No update needed. Its on Myspace ( Read more... )

Oh there is a definate need for a long entry but today isnt the day. I will do it probably sunday or monday cause i work today and all day tomorrow!