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dorkus721

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Jan 16, 2004 18:55

This might be a long entry. But I dont care. Cuz i dont ever write much. School was funnnnnnnnnn ish

Advisory: we watched that stupid spirit video. can they get anymore lame? it was cute tho, jess asked matt to turn about on it through a message. Wich i thought was cute, but thats about it.

Spanish: muy stupido.

Biology: we had sub. ms. McCUMsky. ( Read more... )

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_overused January 17 2004, 04:43:17 UTC

ICE CREAM FIGHT!!!

ahhhhh fun.

dorkus721 January 17 2004, 19:19:07 UTC

mwahahah YESH!!!

i still dont thin you got anything of what i was saying yesterday... anonymous January 17 2004, 09:36:41 UTC

...i know i fucked up i even blame myself for the whole damn thing cause if i wouldnt have come to visit you guys and spent that night with matt this whoel thing wouldnt have happened but cant you understand that i try every single thing to make you guys see that you can forgive me? im desperate. I need you guys in my life so i try talking to you guys to make you see that you can forgive me i know that its not that easy but if you would hurt one of your frinds this badly(maybe you wouldnt i donno) or maybe even two of the four ppl you have left that stand by your side wouldnt you try everything to make them forgive u? i know that its all my falut so dont say i think im not the one at fault cause i know i am. and even tho it hurts to hear you say all that stuff it is the truth but i know that a big part of it maybe even the biggest was my fault im just trying to win two of the most important ppl in my life back and it doesnt work the way i want it so i start blaming you two and try to put the blame on you even tho thats fucking stupid ( ... )

Re: i still dont thin you got anything of what i was saying yesterday... dorkus721 January 17 2004, 19:24:37 UTC

NO, i cant understand that you've tried every single thing to make me forgive you. Because you know what? AFter talking to nikki, i DONT WANT TO FORGIVE YOU! I've spent to much of my time forgiving you for what you've done, and its rediculous. If you needed me in your life so bad, you wouldnt have fucked things over. And you know what? I wouldnt hurto ne of my friends this badly, because I'm smarter then that. I told you before dwight, this is reality, there are no "what if's" so stop trying to make it sound as if I could do the same thing. Because I wouldnt. And if I did, sure, i'd say i was sorry, and thats all you can do. YOu cant beg me to be your friend again, and you cant beg me to trust you or forgive you. Because I dont want to. And no dwight, you were trying to switch this whole thing around and bring up crap about that whole engagement thing, or you bring up jol. And you make it something so much more then it is. This is all about YOU. It has nothign to do with what happend to me in the past. But you know what? I'm done with ( ... )