im a horrible person. I know some of you might think im a nice guy. we'll im not i've hurt my love, my friends, and my family. NO matter what i do or how hard i try i will never make them feel better. If giving my life would make them happy i would but i know it probly won;t. I hope one day i or maybe someone else can make all up that i did wrong. ( Read more... )

OK OK i know no onw might read this because i havent wrote in a while. Well let me catch up. I have been going to the beach and hanging out with Pam. I also am trying to be a better christian. I want to seriously be a better person. I wanna be blessed. God no more messing up atleast not too much. This means healthy body my and mostly soul ( Read more... )

This weekend was great. Friday i couldnt wait to get off work to see my lover, Pam. I love that girl. Well we went to eat Chinese and afterwards we went to play laser tag cuz pam's mom won a party pack. We got to play two games of laser tag and pizza and all that junk. Laser Tag is the shizzlez. I love it!!!!! We popped Delia's and Felix's cherry ( Read more... )

I love you Princess. I am so grateful god gave you to me. I thank him everyday i wake up. I love you. Have a great day, night, and sleep.

I can't sleeep. this suck and babe i know your gonna say why didnt you call me but i want you to sleep. I will just rant most of this post so if you want to stop reading you can do so NOW!!! Well today i went to the beach with ym nieces and Pam it was kool pam will post some pics up on her site soon if ya want to check them out. I wish i could just ( Read more... )

Yesterday i went to My friend Felix's guitar competition. His teacher was in it and he amazed me. I saw why the guitar was invented for guy like him. Felix was great too he started doing a spin while he was playing and dancing. Turns out Felix's teacher came out in 1st and the student, Felix, came in 2nd. Now there both off to the finals. Next ( Read more... )

This weekend was kinda mellow. Friday i went and watch that movie Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind. It was cool and weird all at the same time. You;ll have to watch it if ya want to know what its like can;t really be explianed. Good movie though. Saturday i spent alot of the day with mu nieces. I first took them to see HOME ON THE RANGE. it ( Read more... )

My niece is home and is feeling better. IM glad If ya prayed i thanks you. Well i gotta go to work. LAter

IM off to work. LETS SEE HOW TODAY GOES. LATER

My baby 10 week old niece is sick. Which sux ass. She had a fever and they had to poke her in her spine with a needle like three times to get some fluid out of her to she whats wrong with her. She only 10 weeks. I hate that she has to feel this pain. I supposed to hear form my sis in an hour or so. Well im off. Good luck to all and god bless. LAter