choir concert went great. i'm not pregnant. i got my midi project done 10 min. ago. cried alot to eric, and now i feel tons better. and the sun whas shineing this morning (john you were right!) I get to go down to mankato next weekend with some friends. i'm pretty excited about that. then the next weekend is my birthday, so i'm quite the happy ( Read more... )

Step Inside...


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pills pills
4 a day
pills pills
keep the doctors away
pills pills
keep the monsters at bay
pills pills
they help you stay

What a wonderful weekend with miss rachel, and and small amounts of jordan. it was good :) we... all had fun. I am happy, I am wonderful, I am just... so happy :) yay!

Current expression of feelings

FUCK IT!!!!!!

no. i don't want to talk about it.

however. i had a good weekend. here are piktars.


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Dear friends whom I spent my day with - yay for you! I had a good day :) *hugs for all*

Sober as a child
I now have
an addiction that won't go away
A drug I'm cautious to consume
Once consumed
you violate me
Once removed
I want more
A jagged line
has turned invisible
I sway on the edge
Push me into you
Confirm my need
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I am sick, and crabby - and this makes me not want to see you, or you, or you, or anybody. just don't call me. argh. i'm not serious of course. life is getting more intense as the days go by, more intense, and more confusing. Each day brings on a new challenge, a new insight, a new feeling. A new reason to doubt the content of my life, and I ( Read more... )

Burried below the surface?
Surface face to face?
Depth is frozen
Frightened into hibernation
A crystal frost
binds together
Creating a force
while iceing over emotions
Forever held in their place

I want to rain on you

This is silly, i'm looking throuhg my picture files looking for a picture, and i found a really old one - and if u look close, we're all steaming, and i think it's funny....

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