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[dorkzilla]

i've been crying almost all weekend. i found out on friday that my high school music teacher and mentor died from cancer. i keep thinking about him and high school and the orchestra. i keep thinking about what a fucking shitty asshole of a person i am for not keeping in touch. i was planning on going back to TMLA to visit this semester cause i

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[harpsiccord]

A-M your words are so touching. Don't you know he knew how much he cared about you? He knew! You didn't show it in the way everyone else did because you're not like everyone else. As for the instrument, I haven't touched Mikado in nearly three years either. It's not that music took a back seat in our lives, it's just that we had other things to do before we could get back into it.

And imagine how happy he is to know that he brought us all together. All of the "TMLA Girls" strung together by Grandpa-dad's death.

No, trust me. He knew and he returned the feeling. But I know how you feel about the regret. I'm drowning in it (see most recent long post). At least you could make it to the wake. I'm here in Wisconsin, useless, didn't know he passed on Friday and was crying anyway, crying over a dead pet.

God, his hair... I don't think any of us could bear to see him like that.

[tinkerbell917]

I don't think you would have been a disappointment to Mr. Mora. Every time I visited him he had a huge smile and a hug for me, and I'm certain he would have greeted you the same way