i'm bored.
super bored.
ultra bored.
bored. bored. bored. bored. bored.

*dies of immense boredom*

insomnia can suck my ass. that is all.

my ears hurt. i put 14 gauge hoops in them today to strech them. it hurt quite a lot cause my ears were kinda closing cause i never wore earrings. but its ok cause they look mighty nifty. now i'm thinking of getting something pierced. but i dunno what. if anyone has any suggestions on what i should do tell me ( Read more... )

tonight was way too much fun. jamie came over and we were all chilling and then elizabeth called and was like "i got kicked out of work, i'm coming over." so she came over and tald me and jamie about how she was kicked out and i laughed at her and she hit me and it was all good. then we watched MSCL. *swoon* i love Rickie....too bad he is a ( Read more... )

i hope i'm making the right decisions. i dont want to see anyone get hurt. i guess its inevitable. someone has to get hurt eventually. could be weeks, months, years...who knows. i just wish that wasnt the case.

tonight i hung out with shirley and jen. we shopped for underwear and ate KFC. good times. then shirley went home and i went to jens house. so we were talking and stuff and its about the time when i'm supposed to go home and jen and i start talking about our stupid total irrational fears. no, i seriously have a problem with that crap and get ( Read more... )

today was cool. after Rachel yelling at me for never visiting TMLA i went back today to visit everyone. i wasnt even possitive i was going untill last night cause i didnt know if i would feel well enough to go. but i did. it was cool. i got to talk to a lot of peoples that i havent seen in ages and freak out people about college. good times ( Read more... )

i saw bobby tonight. it was good to see him...i havent seen him in a really long time. he's letting his hair grow and its getting all longish now. i find this amusing because for the majority of the time we were going out he had a shaved head.

i <3 radiohead ( Read more... )

um....i miss you ( Read more... )

i took a 3 hour nap today because being asleep and not thinking is better than being awake and dealing with stuff.
i'm lonely.
i'm depressed as hell.
i'm miserable.
i dont feel good.
all i want to do is cuddle with someone...but i have no one to cuddle with...so i have to hug a stuffed animal instead.
*pathetic*