I have to say I have it bad. Adam has not been gone more then hour and he's non-stop on my mind. He makes me laugh so much. He's such a goofy ball...I LOVE IT...I can't wait to see him tomorrow. When I lay there in his arms I'm in complete ecstasy nothing can ruin the feeling til we are apart. Well I can't even explain how I feel about him so I'm ( Read more... )

I recently ran into some quotes and phases that I wrote down from the movie the crow. I read over them and I realized why I wrote them down in the first place. Because their awesome. I want to share them with you ( Read more... )

People look at me and see a happy girl.
I dress nice and put on a show
and fool the world.
I play it cool,
like I have no problems or worries.
I try my hardest to please the world and stand out
when all I want to do is shout.
And tell the world the truth....
that I'm a fake.
Just like a doll that sits upon a shelf waiting to be played with.

You tell me that I'm special
But maybe it's because you are Blind
And you don't see the real me
But I'm not blind
I do see the real me!
I'm not special
But yet only a normal girl with a lot of feelings that twirl around in my head
But yet again I may be wrong
And I'm special
Which makes me the Blind one

Everyone else is doing it so I mit as well join in on the fun. Now I didn't write this, my brother wrote it about me and it's pretty good..Til the end ( Read more... )

I just don't know what is wrong with me. My friends went out of their way to make me a jersey and I'm still depressed. I'm not depressed through out whole day. There are moments in time I find myself happy. But then Depression wastes over me life a unwanted familiar disease. I can't help myself, but let it take over me. I have no energy or desire ( Read more... )

I know I have not updated in a while. I've been so busy lately and also depressed. So I really don't feel like writing. But I'm going to anyway ( Read more... )

Well today starts the long trial of making me beautiful for Homecoming. The out come will be interesting. Because one I'm not going to be wear a dress that normal follows my style. Plus the theme for homecoming is Mardi Gras. So I will be colorful. I'm a tad be scared of what Adam is going to wear, but not in a bad way. Because ever since I told ( Read more... )

Wow. Homecoming is friday which I will be going to with Adam. I know for a fact I'm going to have a ball. Because it's my senior year and I'm going with a wonderful guy. I love my dress. I can't wait til friday. well I need to finish getting ready for school. Til next time ( Read more... )

Today I was involved in an all day swim meet, called GMAC. Now I have to admit I dislike swimming a lot. But today was a wonderful day. I got to spend the whole day with my crazy friends and Adam. Everyone loves Adam, even my coach. And on top of everything I made it to finals....plus I drop secs off my 100 free and 50 free. YEA for me....well Adam ( Read more... )